Synopsis
black enuf* (2016)
A queer oddball seeks approval from black peers despite a serious lack of hip-hop credentials and a family that ‘talks white.’ This animated documentary takes you on a quest for belonging.
Total Running Time: 23 minutes
Awards
Nominated for New York Emmy in 2020 in the Historical/Cultural Program section.
"…recalls the journey for acceptance" New York Times
"mixes animation with family interviews and dry humor to explore their... Blackness and LGBTQ identity" Colorlines
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Home/Private Rental
You may rent black enuf* via Vimeo. If you like it, tell somebody, me, or even better a friend!
black enuf* is available on Kweli TV. Founded by DeShauna Elisa Spenser, they have over 300 unapologetically Black films.
Press Selections
Black Queer Brooklyn on Film Focuses on Diverse Voices by Tamar Best, New York Times
You Must love fried chicken and rap? KC filmmaker asks us what is ‘black enuf*’ by Jeneé Osterheldt, Kansas City Star
“An Animated Life” Barnard Magazine
Colorlines | Central Standard, podcast interview
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Film Festival Screenings
Ann Arbor Film Festival / Black Star Film Festival / St. Louis International Film Festival / Afrikana Independent Film Festival / Animaze / Black Filmmakers Film Festival / CinemAfrica / First City Film Festival / Fringe! Queer Arts & Film / Gary International Black Film Festival / MIX Queer Experimental Film Festival / Manchester Queer Media / Martha's Vineyard African-American Film Festival / Milwaukee LGBT Festival / Mixed Remixed Festival / NY Feminist Film Week / New Voices in Black Cinema / Out on Film ATL / Queer Women of Color / Reel Sisters of the Diaspora Film Festival /Rocky Mountain Women’s Film Festival / Scottish Queer International Film Festival / Squeaky Wheel Film Festival / The People's Film Festival / Twist Seattle Queer Film Festival/
Broadcast
black enuf* premiered on Monday, February 18th, 2019 on World Channel.
The film was included in the 11th season of AfroPop, Black Public Media's showcase African Diaspora film and media. The series kicks off in January hosted by Danielle Brooks of Orange is The New Black.
Ann Arbor Film Festival
Ann Arbor Film Festival
Black Star Film Festival
Black Star Film Festival
St Louis International Film Festival
St Louis International Film Festival
Past Events
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African American Museum
Philadelphia, USA
A fantastic screening of “Collective Conscious Shorts at the African American Museum in Philadelphia. Thank you to curator James Clairborne (middle) for organizig and moderator Charisma (left) The event included “No Fats, No Femms” (dir Jamal Lewis), “See You Yesterday” (dir Stefon Bristol) and “We are Sankofa”.
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Ann Arbor Film Festival
Ormskirk, England
Grateful to be a part of URe:Ad Press selection featuring works by Masimba Hwati, Amir George, and Joseph Cuillier. Curated by Shani Peters and Sharita Towne. Plus black enuf* was featured in the Films in Competition!
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CinemAfrica in Sweden!
Stockholm, Sweden
Thank you to the entire team at CinemAfrica which has been showcasing African Diaspora films for 20 years. My Nordic country premiere! A big thank you to Dina Afkhampour and Samuel Girma for wonderful questions and programming.
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New Voices in Black Cinema
Brooklyn, USA
What a powerful selection of films! An honor to screen at the Brooklyn Academy of Music as part of the 8th annual New Voices in Black Cinema.
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First City Film Festival
Leavenworth, Kansas
My mother went to represent the film and accept my Best Animation Award at the First City Film Festival in Leavenworth, Kansas.
Photo by Lucas Guevara.
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Best Animation Award
Grateful to be among the recipients of film awards from the Reel Sisters of the Diaspora Festival. black enuf* won "Best Animation" at the 20th annual festival.
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Williams College
Thank you to Williams College and the Religion Department for inviting me to screen. I chatted with students in the Race and Religion course taught by Prof. Hidalgo the day after the screening.
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MIX NYC Queer Film Festival
Great line-up at MIX 30 for the “We Agree Black and Brown Lives Matter” curated by Ferrin Solano. Including filmmakers Dolissa Medina, Brontez Purnell, Kristian Li, and Kengné Teguia
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Barnard College
Joan Snitzer, my former advisor, hosted me for an intimate screening with current students. We chatted about animation, and how to make predominantly white institutions more welcoming for people of color. Thankful for the opportunity and for the good questions/feedback from these bright folks.
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Nelson-Atkins Museum
The Nelson-Atkins Museum in Kansas City gave me for the opportunity to present black enuf* in February 2018. Having my work featured in the museum I grew up visiting was a dream come true. I appreciated the audience discussion on perceptions, racism, and ableism.
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Animation Workshop
Getting ready for the animation workshop.
At the Kemper Museum, I lead an animation workshop for kids and adults. We watched old classics from Lotte Reiniger, Chuck Jones, and looked at Thai Shadow Puppets. Then we made zoetropes.
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Reel Sisters of the Diaspora
Screened with these fantastic directors in Brooklyn. Their projects included a kids' series, (How to With Callaloo, dir by Canady), a short about colorism (Charcoal, dir by Andre), and one with an albino protagonist (Leche, dir by Moses). Listen a snippet of the Q&A after the Alamo screening
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NY Feminist Film Week
Thank you SF Varino for programming an excellent selection of films at NYC Feminist Film Week! Pleasure to screen with Krissy Mahan, Patricia Silva, Constanza Mirré, and Joanna Rytel.
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Out on Film: Atlanta's LGBTQ Festival
At the 30th Annual Out on Film, I was thrilled to see my buddies in the audience. I also had the chance to see Alaska is a Drag by Shaz Bennet, a film about an aspiring drag queen/boxer living in Alaska. BONUS: black enuf* won an Audience Award!!!
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Premiere Screening @ Verso Books
Much thanks to Verso Books (Dumbo location) for hosting the world premiere screening of black enuf* We had a great turnout and a fantastic crowd! They discussed perception and identity before watching all three of my animated documentaries. Shout out to my editor in the front row!
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Fringe! Queer Film Fest
(filmmaker Timothy Smith, Festival director Alexander Karotsch, DJ Sandre Le, and me; photo by Silvio Balladares Fotografia )
I met a nice group of filmmakers at Fringe! and got sweaty on the dance floor after my screening. See "before" pic above. My first trip to London, and hope to make more!
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Kemper Museum
Thankful for all who came out to the Kemper Museum for the Midwest Premiere of black enuf* Thank you for talking to people you don’t know about perceptions, engaging in discussion, and welcoming my art! Like a fantasy high school reunion. I’ll be back with the film in February 2018, come out & tell your friends.
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Mixed Remixed Festival in L.A.
Had the pleasure of screening my film along with "Silences" by Octavio Warnock-Graham The Mixed Remixed Festival is the nation's premiere cultural arts festival celebrating stories of mixed-race and multiracial families and individuals through films, books and performance.
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BlackStar Film Festival 2017
I love this festival! Maori and her team curate an amazing selection of films, panels on Black Aesthetics and Distribution, and art exhibits. black enuf* screened with Mtume Gant's film "White Face" and Elizabeth Webb's "For Paradise" If you're anywhere near Philly, get there next year!
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Scottish Queer Int'l Film Fest
Carrie Hawks & Helen Wright, festival coordinator
We had a great time in Glasgow at SQIFF kind folks and drunken singers in the streets. The festival had amazing films and a whole panel on Bisexuality which often gets lost at Queer festivals. That's me with festival coordinator, Helen Wright.
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Korea Queer Film Fest
Wish I could have been there for the 17th annual Korea Queer Film Festival! They screened Negro Hair Petting Zoo along with other queer films. Congratulations on a successful event!
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Brooklyn Museum 2015
In February 2015, The Brooklyn Museum asked us to present an in-press screening during First Saturdays. Tickets for the screening ran out in just 15 minutes! We were please to have such a packed house and a great audience.
Before the screening, I lead the audience in an exploration of identity: perceived vs. actual. Each person explored how others see them and how they see themselves. For the next few minutes, they shared these ideas with audience members. A few brave souls volunteered to share with the entire group. I learned a lot and appreciated the honesty.
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Brooklyn Museum
Thrilled to be back at the Brooklyn Museum as part of Black Queer Brooklyn on Film, a collection of film works featured in conjunction with We Wanted a Revolution: Black Radical Women 1965-1985. Quantum Split opened up the evening with three songs, then black enuf* screened followed by The Personal Things (dir Reina Gossett) and a sneak peak of Happy Birthday, Marsha.
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Inception to Exhibition
ITE NY (Inception to Exhibition) hosted an in-progress screening on Saturday November 7th. They showcased the first length rough draft for a packed house and hosted a Q&A session afterwards.
I got great feedback from the audience. In the talk, I relayed how most people I interviewed for the film were open to talking about race. It’s a delicate subject in some circles, but it seems folks are anxious to share their thoughts and experiences.
Looking forward to the final draft in early 2016!
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LASS Screening at SCAD
LASS (Ladies Animated Short Screening) had a nice turnout for our screening and panel discussion at SCAD. Savannah charmed us with ghost stories and grits. Great to see budding animators and talk shop with these artists.
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Queens Museum: Set on Freedom
black enuf* screened along with other works curated by Hot Cabinet (Tiffany Joy Butler and Devyn Manibo). They curated an amazing set of videos and films that address the working dynamics of the Set on Freedom exhibition such as displacement, dispossession, home, and strength. The films centered on work from Queens-based video/filmmakers and artists of color who were raised in Queens neighborhoods, and whose work is influenced by this idea of home.
The Team
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Carrie Hawks
Director/Writer/Animator
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Mauricio Escamilla
Sound Designer
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Véronique N. Doumbé
Editor
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Deacon O’Connor
Voice Over Talent
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Chris Cook
Voice over talent
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Heather Marie Scholl
Voice over talent